M’man

Losing my role
as a child
rather than
being seen as a witness

The moment the gift arrived
the rupture was already
in motion

Paranoia
accusation
drugs as threat

Safety mistaken
for danger

Jail
and cruelty

She collapses you into
a fixed, outdated role
one that serves
her nervous system

not reality

Living in
an absent present

You offer intimacy
she cannot metabolize

Shared meaning
versus shared threat

What is shared
what is not

Removing emotional static

He doesn’t call

Guarded texts
zipped lips

Hope for a better mother
he slips
into the sod

Guidé par la lumière
Du croissant

© GÄ