We only pretend to be friends
So it’s not weird if we don’t
And from the outside looking in
Everyone believes that we’re friends
The truth hurts
We only give in because we need
Certain things but it’s true
If I had to assume you would be there
I know not to rely on you
That’s real
I feel better knowing that I lie
In hopes of how you are behind
My back and fake tears that are cried
Because I don’t have to wonder
If you have plans
My heart says keep it to yourself
I feel the opposite behind your mirror
I sense that you respond completely
And antithetically to me
That’s just you
I could drink to kill the pain or to
Forget that you’re insane but then
I’d just wake up again to face
The ultimate fact of the matter
It’s just who we are
© GÄ
Poétique 