She was never
Going to apologize
For the pain she caused
Perhaps because she
Never thought she
Caused any
You can do amazing
Somehings and die
But can you do amazing
Somethings and stay alive?
We are all hoping in someone
To feel loved or appreciated
Cared by and for and there
Is no permanence to any of this
No credence for responsibility
Hold onto the memory
Of the possibility
To be thirty again still feeling
As if that was the beginning
And life wasn’t just about
Owning your own home
But loving and growing
Meeting someone new
Not trapped in the
Life that was supposed
To save you…
I leave notes on the doors
Of people’s phones by text
Hoping that they will
Respond but the world
Is too busy trying to
Keep up with itself
I am your biggest fan
Waiting for your comeback
If I begin to love you
Will you make me wait
Like everyone else
When I reach out to you?
Not everyone does
Keep turning right
The best position is
Just out of sight
© GÄ
Poétique 