Surface

You can ask a million times
They’ll say “okay”
But it never gets done
Disrespect the considerations
Burn the grass drink your life away
Leave the air filled with
Their audacities

Behavior that is begging for
Cremation or non existence
Nothing left to live for or
Care about so the neighbors
Just continue on this way
How can you care when
You have so little to be concerned about?
I’m the anomaly in the equation

Close my eyes play the guitar
Sing myself to sleep
Maybe ask the moon
If he has any secrets to keep
Let my voice shake
Let the worst melt through
Into the cracks between
The bed and the wall

One more time we can
Collect all the memories and
Stuff them into a tin can
Give it a kick and see
Where it lands

Happy tears
Tired years and an answer
At the end of the hall
Glowing wonder
Ask a favor
Hope the better end
Works its way up
To the surface

© GÄ

I Wonder

How many times did you
See me when I wasn’t looking?
How long are you gonna keep
It to yourself?
You still continue to
Refuse to make it better
You excel at that
Not just with me
But like with EVERYONE
You did me bad
No remorse in your smile
Par for the course
Of course
Why did I have to
Find out this way
I guess I’m glad you lied
About the forever friendship
Part of the story
You could have just
Told me that you’re no fun
Surly disheartening
No more restarting
All that is left is the
Disorienting likes
On posts of things
You seem to care about
More than a few words
Or simply reaching out to me…

© GÄ