Don’t live with the what if’s
I tell myself
Even if they make me
Want to slur
All my words with a
Love drunk tongue
Towards the end I was
Mostly drinking to sleep
Afraid to wake up to myself
With you or alone
Until my compass could direct me
To someone who
Would make me feel good
It was a necessary disaster
Erupting to happen what if
Even at the cost of being empty
Even when I didn’t
Know how much lava
Was left in the volcano
You are my mystery to solve what if
You tell me what I share
With you is beautiful
Even if I believe it’s mediocre
Turning over my earth
I have my eyes on you confidently
Wherever you’re hiding I’m ready
Two bastards cut away
At my vulnerabilities yesterday
It feels like boxing at the truth
Waking up today a reason to fight
Sitting on top of the moon
I have to give my heart a chance
Even if it breaks for you- no what ifs
© GÄ
Poétique 