Double-cross

Does it feel like you’re missing something
She wanted me to take all the bad
But she didn’t want to give me
All of the good it’s somewhat daunting
The amount of time it takes to
Process the truth and the impact of
Our worlds colliding also the absence
Sometimes it feels like a blessing
Other times it feels like punishment
But to couple you up in a blizzard
Where the two of you were off
Making love without any concern
For my well being suddenly
Knocks the ball out of the park
As if the almost caring enough factor
Should satisfy the depth
Of how far I was willing to go
Each day a new bubble surfaces
Like I’m coming up for air behind them
Slowly as each one pops
I learn a new thing and
Let go of an old way
Whatever this process is called
It feels like relief and imagination
Dreaming of the resurrection
Of my old self in a new body
Which is the same vessel
I experienced all of this in
Same house different lifetime

© GÄ

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Geino Äotsch

Just a regular person.