Κακός

Crying on my knees
Another love by another name
I found someone else to
Comfort me fill in the blanks
Temporarily but still it was only
Almost the same the heart math
Is finally adding up to
What we were unable to
Formulate in the quadratic
Equation of our friendship
Mutiny is in the air
I’m not as important as
Every other girl
You turned at least two of my
Friends into your relationships
Where were your friends when
I brought you into my world
Into all of it and now you
Are having trouble showing
Up for me I guess I can
Finally see why I was
Left in a fetal position
Wrapped up on the floor
Comforting myself for hours
Begging for more attention
It’s gotten quite cringey
Hasn’t it me chomping at the bit
Wishing for all of it to be
The friendship that I dreamed of
Listening to records and
Sharing poetry every worthy
Moment unwaisted and yet
I have learned it could only be
What you were willing to let it be
And boys typically aren’t in the
Picture so I guess that
Also includes me
How did you love me?
Did you love me?
It’s a big deal

© GÄ

Big Love

Without a shadow
Without a doubt
The only treasure
I want to unbury
Is your glowing chest
So I can rest my head
Upon it
The golden barriers
Surrounding
Our salacious
Fortress
Are truncated
Off and out
Doorways glittered open
Of which to enter
With you
Our souls engrafted
To each other
Barefoot parallels
Along the beach in
Mystic nudity
I spill my heart
Out on the sand
You are my dope
My natural high
I’d spend
Three lifetimes
Studying your eyes
Your lips are hotter
Than the rays
Of any sun
My only one
Getting to know you
Even the tiniest
White lies
Engage my spies
Every desire
Your hair each strand
A lullaby
I park my heart
Next to your body
Where I can always
Be with you
On every corner
Of your city
At every
Rooftop view
Along the shores
Of your
Enormously
Big love
Your fire escape
Winds to
The outer skirts
Of everything
I want
You are a village
Of romantic
Skyline hues

© GÄ