Love Me

I woke up
With tears in my eyes
Crying for you
Opened deodorant left on the bed
Scrambled in your head

Why didn’t I love you more?
Why didn’t we spend more time?
Life is so distracting
How do we forget what’s important
Until after someone dies

In my dream I didn’t want
To make it in this life without you
I couldn’t imagine it

But
Grandpa was there
To hold me
Even though he was
Gone before you

I guess the missing never ends
And there’s really never enough time
So the time we had is perfect
And the time we have is
Left up to us
At my altar
In the garden
You’re still a part of me

In every flower
In every tree
You rescue me

No matter where you are
No matter where you went
I know that you just
Love me

© GÄ

Make Me Want You

You make me want you
So much cause I can’t have you
Forbidden
I mean you know this right
Momentary or not
Could we just get it over with?
Super bliss
Have one night
Like touching a star
Would that be enough?
I’ll take my chance

With your permission
In ways we’re not allowed
Just to be wowed by you

© GÄ

With Me

Can you forgive me
For wanting more from you
Can you forgive me
For asking you to
Be a better version
Of yourself
To be the kinder person
That I can see inside of you
That you are to
Everyone else
But not to me
Can you forgive me
For wanting more for you
Can you forgive me
That’s all I ask of you

I don’t want to pass you by
Never knowing
Who you could be
Because you’re afraid
To show your true self
Fall into my arms
Let it all crumble
Into the most beautiful
Version of you
I can handle the cracks
Fumble your emotions
All over me, with me
I don’t want you to be frightened
Allow me to get closer
Enlightened

Dancing on a lotus
With you
Underneath a tent
Of entrusted pleasant
Truths

Forgive me for wanting
More from you
Forgive me for wanting
More with you
If I see your capabilities
I only mean to
Show them to you
Display your crown
To you
You don’t have to hide
Your insides
From me

I’ll love you either way
Hold your heart
In my hands
I know the good in you
Don’t waste another day
With me

Roll around
In vulnerability with me

The ravine is waiting
For us to
Float down
Your serene
Anomalie

© GÄ

Call Me

You come and go as you please
Enter in like a tease
Society must not
Be a breeze for you
Choose your weapon
No one can
Reach out to you
But the ones you want
To respond to
Satellite

What you put others through
Has no effect on you
It doesn’t matter
At all if
You’ve decided to
Turn off the phone
Nobody’s home
Anyway

Stay away
Do Not Enter
Escape reality
With mental illness
No one knows
What to expect
From the ones that
We love

What sickness is it this week?

Darkness
Sweet Torture
Occasional bliss
Up and down
Rollercoaster
A mirage of potential
Fists

No one knows what to believe
What will you say
Which way you’ll be
What phone you’ll answer
A busy signal
A busy signal
Static and
An empty dial tone
Push 1 for grief

If your phone
Is off the hook
And your receiver
Can’t receive me

I wish you peace
Call me

© GÄ

To Me

Everything in our
Conceptual existence
Leans toward
Suggestive lust

Is what I want real
Or just a fantasy

Bring your body over here
To me
Let me touch you in a way
You’ve never felt before

On the bed or on the floor
Move your way to me
Let me put one hand on your face
Thumb at your lower lip
One hand on the back of your neck

You make me a train wreck
For love
Sensations pounding
Kiss me all around
I’ll return the favor
Your skin has the flavor
Of sweet amber

You return my mood
I can’t feel any other way
With you
Friendship into fervor

Murmur words of
Passion underneath your breath
Whispers at my ears
Tongue at my neck

I want you
Every part of you
When you’re ready

Bring your body over here
To me

© GÄ

Finding Me

Feeling forced into a situation
But fighting to save it
Two very different dynamics
Working against each other

What does anyone say my dear?
Where am I?

Who is this?

You don’t have to respond
You aren’t required
Skip over the hurt knowing
That if we focus on the negatives
The positives divert-

Paint my nails yellow
Hang in
Hang on
Don’t recreate the moment
Wait for the moment to come
On its own

Kiss someone if I want to
Feel good about it
Be myself
My whole self
Completely
And see what happens
That’s…
Something I haven’t been
In a long time

How intoxicating

© GÄ

Come to Me

Making love to you
Is like
Finding each other
When we are
Going beyond
What is

My love for you
Your love for me
Your mouth
Against my skin
My head
Between your hands
To be in your
Grasp

I will not mask my
Affection for you
Undressed in our
Reflection

Naked in the mirror
Of ourselves

Wrapped around you
Two bodies
One soul

Our story is told of old
Ancients chant
A Vedic dance
Singing in a voice
Ringing bell
Romance

We touch love
Love receives our taste
Caress the face
Of the unspoken

Lips are only speaking
To kiss
Or to say how much
I’ll miss you

If you leave my love
Don’t leave my love
Come to me my love
Come to me

© GÄ