Palms Interwebbed

I read the words
Of my fellow poets –

Not as a text,

But as a warmth

They inspire me
In the silent way
Of a creeping tide to a shore

I dream of what they think
As they write –

Whether the verse comes to them purely
Or whether it resonates within
Like a small god

Where do they place their feet
When the passage doesn’t find its mark?

On tiles?
On cold wood?
On the back of an unfinished thought?

How do they let their hearts
Free like flax in the wind,
Or is it nailed, precise,
A firey offering
To an indifferent sky

I wonder about
The distance from the ocean
To the place where their eyes gaze,

If they measure it in kilometers
Miles or in longing…

We are like palm readers
Tracing futures on our paper skin
That forgets us until morning

Scriveners of psalms
Half-believing our own
Graphically trembling voices
And yet… how quickly we
Contemplate our own writing
Dismissing the sacred as insufficient

Crumpled at times
Each of us, a silent heir
Mirroring the flame from a
Stone we claim as our own
While the mountain range hums
Beneath the page—this
A sweet urge to speak a truth
And to survive it

Reaching out through the
Thin electric veil, intertwined
A constellation of invisible hands

Touching nothing
Touching everything

© GÄ

Paroxysm

Funny how we let go
And get jerked back

What is the pull of
Forgetting and
Remembering

Missed opportunities
Forgotten cares

Returning only to
Haunt us again
After

Letting go twice
Of what we
Had once

Left to recall
What we no longer wanted
At least once more

A tug
A pull

And we let it
Float away again

© GÄ

Ugly

Even a gift can be ugly.

It doesn’t arrive in silk
or land softly in the hand—
it drags itself across the floor,
loud, uneven,
refusing to be mistaken for grace.

You thought relief would feel like light.
Instead, it felt like friction—
paper instead of air,
checks instead of ease,
a system that stutters where you once smoothed.

But what you called smooth
was your own body absorbing impact.

You were the silence
that made everything look like harmony.

Now the noise has somewhere else to live.

They call it awkward.
You call it visible.

They call it inconvenient.
You call it accurate.

And accuracy is not pretty.

It has edges.
It names who carries what.
It refuses to blur.

This is the gift—
not polished, not gentle,
not grateful for being received.

It is the return of weight
to the hands that generated it.

It is the end of invisible labor.

It is the moment the structure stands
without you holding it up from underneath.

Even a gift can be ugly.

Especially the ones
that give you back to yourself.

© GÄ

Euphrosyne

I’m not sober
I’m not drunk
Nor am I contrite
If I was would it be one way
Or the other would we be
Together or separately
Running towards the
Identical flame
Aren’t we all
Racing towards
The same thing?
Whatever is the end
The path to how we
Get there is very different
For each of us
Undulant rose petals
Beneath our feet
Screaming at the top
Of imperial imagination
Mountains of earth
We once climbed to
Survive and swimming
Our way from the start
Follow and focus in
Wander far away
Seeking a destination
Always hoping to land
Somewhere to mean
Something or for
Something to be meant
In the egg of our
Promise to ourselves
Or the unknown
Universe we’ve steeped
Into a cupped
Reality

© GÄ

Dust

I’m different in relationships
She said without warning
Maybe we shouldn’t then?
I asked myself not knowing
What it meant for us

Once lovers once friends
Twice lovers again
Buy a record to forget
To care what it means
Wait to open it to listen
With someone who cares
Lingering in the background

No trumpet on a hill
No horn echoed from a
Mountain to shake the ravines
Could answer for what’s left
Kissing the grass with
Dust from the moon
Peeled fleck by fleck
Landing on my face
At half mast I swear
It was full yesterday
What is time anyway

If giving up a friendship
Is what was meant for
Us to trade I would’ve
Kept you as a friend
Instead of giving it away

© GÄ

Pellucid

If all the light in the room
Could pass through me
Would I find you there?

Less questions
More answers

A grand scale
In the difference between
What weighs enough
And what doesn’t weigh
Anything at all

Which knows which me
When is it the other one?

Depending on if you ever want to
You can never not to
So I dug deeper
Asked for the check
My pocket held a piece
Of what was there
From before and what I
Thought for sure could only be
Pellucidly felt compelled and still
Removed to unveil the mask
That held back everything against
A sympathy and meaning to
Manipulate the lines I found
We drew on paper or otherwise
All just so you could love me with
One hand on the wheel

© GÄ

(ЯEPEAT)…

Someone made a noise
They didn’t want you to repeat
Or hear by not making it
Loud enough for us
To conceal

What would I ask God
In this moment?
I almost fell completely off the cliff
I want to finish something
No, I want to finish
Everything
Now

Are there really any strangers
Who are we supposed to be
Avoiding?

It’s your turn
I’ve gotten a bit sloppy
Sharing more than usual
Slogging to connect with you
Deeper

At times I didn’t think I would
Make it here with or without
A cigarette or an excuse
Hungry for reality
Starving for a fantasy

End goal make something
Out of yourself time, time
No testing the system
No game playing, baiting, blind
Is there an order to existence

Being, a, uhhh
Where is my concept of being?
The cast would open doors
Happening but as it is now
Work hard to become last
Something for the wrong reasons
Kapow

Responsible heartache
Absent blank status
Rejection is security
Laying it out into a
Quilted unattainable
Devotion

© GÄ

Adaptateur

Who am I without you
Ceremony is so powerful
Stroke concierge to
Adopt my heart

Kill myself inadvertently
So much pressure
Greece first

What if I just live
Like I’m going to
Crash and burn
But then don’t !

Maybe I’m not a good loser
Pink Jasmine trained
On wires to make the
Most dynamic patterns

Arrangements floral
Minus the bitterness
More reasons to fight
To be alive

Radiant reasons
To die

Device impressions
Stenciled markings
On a historic heart
Sage me

Blue foresight
Push to defend
Playbook to guide the
Centuries

Compassion is bleeding
Wealthy hearts are
Lurking

© GÄ

Acceptance

Whom have I in heaven but you
And the earth is empty of all
My desires besides you

My flesh craves our bond
My heart will fail
In the strength of my will
If I forget my calling
You are my potion forever

Shared soul house of love
Pure compassion
Only breath

What we were is not what we are
At least not entirely so we transpire
Into what we have occurred

The Gods know the way that I take
Lightening will test me
I arise forth as gold
Also my feet follow closely
In considering steps
A positive path without
Meeting the end of the world
With disdain

Handing it over to the
Greatest gift

Your love

© GÄ

Radio

I know the plans
I have for you!
I hear you declare

Plans to prosper
Not to harm you
Plans to give you hope
A future

I will be thine always
Then you will call on me
I will come and implore
I will listen for you
You will seek me
And find me when?
With all your heart

Is there nothing more dangerous
Than to forget our own strength
Distrust our own feelings
What even of fervor

If we are angry
If we are full of malice
If I am capable of hate
I am committing
The most enormous crimes
And I need you
Because I hurt

So many words we don’t use anymore
We don’t have to ask for them
It’s just given to us

I hear you I see you
We are together
I burn for you

I raise my hand
Expose my palm
I solemnly swear

Some will not believe
That you came to me
Through frequency
Change the radio
As I hold your pillow
In full clarity oscillation
A crystal clear pause

Between two limiting
Frequencies we are
In the radio spectrum

Here plus
There equals
Together

© GÄ