Backing

When do we run out of excellence?
Not everything will always be
Formidable where are my friends
As if they’ve all been murdered
Vanished or taken away
But to where?

This is going to come out
In a pitiful way but I always knew
In some cases she didn’t!
It’s so exhausting to be the one
Reminding the self
Of how unamazing we are
I could fall asleep forever
Snoresville!

Someone said today
Unlike others you have style
Everyone is so boring you’re different!
Man that felt thrilling I was
Verklempt and inimitable
To be sinfully drunk instantly
Passed out in a pool of you
My opulence you must know
You remind me of what
Makes it possible with your words
That I could be better
Something even genial
When in doubt

Maybe you’re attached to all the
Negative things that happened selfishly
In your earlyhood of questions
Savoring dark soups
What is not okay?

Fear if to be comforted?
Asleep now below the lighthouse

© GÄ

At All

Oh how it sucks the air out
Takes the breath from the body
Distinctively vacuums away
When the people you love betray you
They will hurt you again
You will hurt me again
If I let you in
You will hurt me again
If I let you in
You will hurt me
Again and again
Did I accomplish anything
For the vision of this life
Were there to be something
A little more predictable for me
To be given the difficult task
Of trying hard to grasp
At a love with you
At a life with you
At the bare minimum
A friendship
But my hands are left grasping
In the interest of my own death
To finalize the breaking
Of a heart you truly never loved
To finalize the tearing away
At non existence
Sweet persistence
Towards non existence
Sweet persistence
Towards non existence
Insistant persistence of me
That leaves what is left dripping wet
Sopping damp with courageous tears
Did I accomplish love
If not from someone
But for them all
Did I accomplish love
At all?

© GÄ