Bursting

I never knew this kind of rage
Could live inside of you
To let something go that you
Love so much

I never knew this kind of anger
Boiling beneath you because I have
Never loved anything
Exactly in that way

The magnetism stretching your
Insides like a rubber band with
An electricity running through
Your gut all the way up to your
Tongue sizzling at the very tip
And all over the buds

Crackling inside

There’s only one time that
I feel like this

It’s when I’m
Losing the love of my life
Connecting the cosmos
Bending into the other side

Death

We are both bubbling
Not wanting to let go
But we know we have to move
Teeth clenched around the tongue

You’re such a fixture in my life

I look around to find the words
Of loved ones willing to be there
For me when you’re gone
This is the power of true friendship
This is the paramount message
Of our love

The ones that are there for us
When the love is gone

© GÄ

Ha

Laughing out loud in the kitchen
Random bursts remind me
How important it is to feel this way
Unleashed with our memories
Even if it makes no sense to
Laugh in the moment somehow
It’s needed tears pool at the edge
Of my lower lids and I am dripping
With delight in my recollection of
What you said how I overwhelmed
You and now I am guilty of
Overwhelming myself in a time
When the only thing I can think
To hold onto is the coattails of joy
Like a leaf letting go of it’s
Cherished experience on a tree
So much more energy to explore
Another place to rest my limbs
I am liberated in the instantaneous
Chuckling that could fire the captain
And free me from my sad enemies
Training the brain to release the
Ingrained displeasures goodbyes
Can be difficult the worst to experience
But not in this case it’s the best thing
That could be happening in me

© GÄ

Hence Why

Today I want a porch swing
A bottle of wine and
A cigarette with you
It might hang on me tomorrow
But today that’s what
I want with you
Been awhile since I had
A case of the cocktail flu
Rinse wash repeat

© GÄ