Questioning

Destined for emptiness
Single bird on a wire singing
Out into the abyss wondering
If there really is any hope
For love

Intimacy craving to be
Close to me in waves and still
Afraid to share that part of me
Knowing that any moment
Of if I do it could be
Pulled away

Another chance to try is
Another chance to say goodbye
Like mourning the living we
Dive in get close feel things and
Then it’s gone again
Where lies the hope therein?

Compulsive behavior towards
A dream of meaning filled
Emotional weaving in
The stars between our hands
Holding a universal cause for
Sentient being in worshipping
Love possibly

Haunted later by a spell
Of wondering again if there is anything
Left a story to write a history
To build a narrative to tell
Is it all for nothing?

An only way to find out
A path of not knowing
Stab in the dark to
Open the light
With you

© GÄ