They resent you for surviving
Wish that you would fail
Hate that you love life
Despise that you avail
They resent that you are happy
Their misery wants you to fall
They only love you when you’re crawling
When your back’s against a wall
I could have been your opportunity
Nothing can make you feel any different
When you feel the way you do
Fake money fake car fake feelings
Just to be how you are
Sometimes you fake it
How raw
I can’t feel myself
I can’t feel myself
I can’t feel myself
You were so unafraid
When people acted this way
I need a balcony
My turn signals are broken
Pull me over
Drag me out
Into the street
Into the street
Into the street
I need a Bollywood dance
A medical cream
A high stakes bet
That my life is worth living
Why did she resent me
You loved me unconditionally
Why does she highlight my dark spots
You licked my wounds
Some people actually thrive
When we’re down
Paddle out
© GÄ
Poétique 