Stress

When someone pours their
Heart out to you
Show them some kind of sign
That you got it
The only way to get past the
Stress is to acknowledge it
And move on
Stop repeating the pattern
Own it in the moment
Five decades later
Still contemplating the truth
When you know it already
Listen to your body
Stop second guessing
To play this game with yourself
Is a special kind of torture
Out in the open
Stand up and call it
Perfect by nature
It will satisfy your want
A desire to be excellent
Not good
This kind of pressure
Cannot exist in a
Mediocre world
Today marks the day
No matter the time
No matter what comes
No matter what’s on the way
We stand for getting it right
In the moment
Stick to what you know
No need to experiment
With the lock when
You already have the key

© GÄ

Better

I wanted to love you
How could you make me despise you

Real feelings shatter

Watch my body shut down
What’s the difference between
Gaslighting and manipulation

When the empath
Let’s you have your way
Will he then be forced to walk away

Let me be the fixer
No space

What’s at the bottom
Or did we already find out
Does it get any worse
Does it go any further
Will you have no limits
Forever stress

What you did to me
Will be hard to forget
What you stole from me
Only added to the weight

The security I had in you
Has been washed away
Perhaps ripped is a better adjective
That’s how it feels
I reestablished that security
In myself with how you left me

You believe you are the
Shiniest rock in the box
Our feelings don’t matter
What I thought would be my
Best choice for the rest of my career
Still hurt me in the end

When will I feel better?

© GÄ