I think about the other side
Of this consciousness
What it means to think
About what is being
Thought about
To tired to write the words
Lawnmower over my head
Blades through the grass
Of my existence
Try to make sense of
Senselessness
Wishing for an easier
Moment to remember
How to collect signs
No color so much color
Symbolically you know?
Tired of the phone
Get up go to bed
Do it all over again
One or the other
Never both
But I always want
Both
© GÄ
Try to remain sparkly
In a darkening world
Head is spinning keeping
Up with the ridiculousness
Of it all separate worlds
Put a wall there between
The worlds that make you
Want to be something
Do something with yourself
You lazy good for nothing
And the world that says
You are everything already
You don’t need to try
To become something
You are already everything
That is truly enough
Let go floating out
Into the atmosphere
Lasso the ozone of
Leaving our legendary
Marks behind
Just a few more steps
Before you pass the test
Complete the rest
Which is nothing
Made into something
Also possible by
Stacking rocks
© GÄ
Do the voices inside
Eat away at you when you
Think of me like the leaves change
Do your feelings rearrange
Do you remember the first kiss
A kind of arousal in the sheets
Like the texture of the bed
Was somehow different without me in it
Did we milk it for all it was worth?
Trapped in the traffic of my mind
The chthonian spirits shake
My base root living daydreams in red
What a vision to be held
Cleaning out the shed
Playing house build the fort
To sleep in panels made out of fabric
We ask for light we want to
Live out here all night
Building the house of our dreams
Making dinner on a cardboard box
Covered in terry cloth towels
Bound to fall apart in candlelight
A simpler time no doubt
© GÄ
Poétique 