Start Over

It’s not that serious
They said just like
Empty sex in hotels
The same way actors
Make you feel
As if the kiss is
Meaningful or real
Lingering eye contact
Something superficial
Hiding behind the truth
Slowly becoming actual
Watch your step
In the future
Be forewarned
As crooked as things can get
It won’t turn out the way
You’re expecting
No blinking red lights
I believe that
We’re all still made of stardust
In the end
Which begs the question
Do we belong to ourselves
Or to the stars?
No vacancy
Preservation is expensive
You know
We could just start over
Demolish everything
Make a clean slate of it
Are we maintaining our innocence?
Does the melody
To remain the same neigh
Or does the sound
Of our change bray?
We hold in our hands the
Answer to a question
As delicate as the motel
That is crumbling
Down the way
There are people inside it
Maybe the activity is
Too arduous for saving ourselves
Collecting every piece
One tile of the roof at a time
We could hold onto it all
Or we could just start over

© GÄ

Chasing Rainbows

How do you protect yourself
From mean spirited people
On the street
How do you protect yourself
From who you’re
About to meet
I’ll be chasing rainbows
If I don’t get arthritis first
Never afraid to jump a hurtle
Never fear an obstacle
If all the talent I have
Was drained from my blood
I’d still have a trick for you
Aren’t you going to
Kiss me good night?
My hair is combed
The air is right
I’m sure that I’ll know better
If this is meant to be
And maybe next time
I’ll even wear a bow tie
For the occasion
That is if you enjoy
Classic styles you see…
I’m a sure thing
Even if the rolling hills
Try to interrupt my
Magic carpet ride to you
I’ll absolutely go batty if
We can’t find a way to
Get to know one another
Gee you’re sweet
Now that I know you
I’ll never have to meet
Any mean spirited people
Like the attitudes all the folks
Before you were sporting
I can spot them a mile away
No illusory goals no consorting
When I’m chasing rainbows
With you

© GÄ

Chevalier

Dark embittered thoughts
Early morning on the rise
Laying with my ruminating
Trying hard not to disguise
Their uglinesses
Face it to face it!
Where is my dauntless knight
To shield me from the
Mornings’ fright
There are so many
Bones to pick
I am only one person
My narrator
My storyteller
Where do all the scenes
Rise up from
Is there one thing?
One thing only
That can wash away
The droning
The haunting drops?
Is there something unspoken
To empty out this brain?
Fountains of roses
Waterfalls of comfort
How can we reach around?
Where is my knight!
Rescue the harmed ones
Deep in my dreams
Float out of the chaotic
Nightmarish scenes
Open my eyes to
One more morning
One more day to be alive
One more day to be untied
Rattle all disturbances
I’m ready to fight
For my joy
Bring me my knight!
Shining armor
Made of magic and steel
No more bones to pick
No more stones
No more sticks
Maybe the astral light
Delivers me to you
Riding in with strong winds
Galloping against grievance’s
Castles not coffins
Bliss has brought sadness
A gift of deliverance
A kiss goodbye
For whatever forever
Might look like
To a knight
To a best mate
To an erasing embrace
Of blue harbored drama
Start anew
To see my reflection
In your eyes is
To feel the freedom
From my minds’ misdirection
Dark embittered thoughts
Early morning on the rise
Laying with my ruminating
Trying hard not to disguise
My instrument of forgiveness
Wield your sword
Within the veil
Sever morning and nighttime
Where is my dauntless knight
Shield me from the
Dawn of fright
Your strength erupts
The bubbling of my heart
Unbroken and protected
Behind your chainmail
Cotte de mailles
Translucent perception
Face it to face it!!
Visually perfected
My storyteller
I wake up
To the distraction
Of your smile

© GÄ

Unknown

The unknown is not scary
The unknown is definite
The unknown is moving
Like a song
The unknown is changing
To be open to be wrong
To accept the possibility
Of anything
Is to evolve
Into the unknown
We cannot
Prepare the self
To lose even your most
Treasured possession
For what is left
Your best friend
Your favorite pet
Nothing is permanent
To discover the purpose
Even to dream of living
To the centennial year
Receiving forgiving
Is not confirmed
No control
No confirmation
Water pours out
From the end of a hose
Until it does not
The future is unknown
We cannot see
What we do not know
The unknown is unsettling
The unknown is indefinite
The unknown is still
Like a rock
Do not be overcome if
To wake up to what you have
Is gone and so long
To know also that
What is present is good
It will not matter what you’ve got
How much or how little
The unknown is riddled
With uncertainty
What is real
What is not
Find your home in yourself
The world bets on a guess

© GÄ

Anymore

Are you evil
With all your friends
Or just the ones
You want to miss the most?
Devouring all innocence
Hungry for more hearts
A secret cave
For killing love
Black eyed
Black heart
Ignorance plays
A solitary part
A bit like getting
Shot in the ass
I just wanted to connect
But I was met
With a world
That was too busy
A face that was
Too pretty
Your absence
Makes you guilty
To the murder of
Our friendship
Your silence is a
Criminal impersonation
For the deceptive one who
Used to plan their
Destination into my arms
Pretend to be there
Pretend to charm
But what you really end up being
Is alarming if you think about
What we used to have
Think about love
The meaning of flowers
Funny how nobody wants
To think about that
Anymore

© GÄ

Now Somehow

To feel like
I’m a kid again
Hanging out in my house
The sanctuary that I dreamed up
As if my mom or dad
Would come around the corner
To surprise me to tease me
To feel again like I did
As a kid
Taking my socks off
On the couch
Pushing my bare feet
In between the cushions
Old tv shows returning me back
To the place where I can
Pretend that I’m on the divan
That I was on so many times
Before when I was young
Kool-aid in wine glasses
Fantasizing the future
I created the space how can I
Have it again in this
Grown up body
When I was there I looked ahead
Here I am now looking back
In this grown up life
I want to feel the freedom
That I did as a kid
As the adult that I am
Now somehow

© GÄ

To Another One

Like a dark tide
Wading low out in the distance
There was no comfort
To keep me on the shore
So the dark blue
Electric feud
Calls no one
The bleak empty sea
Of our past memories
Swept away with today
In a boat of irresolvable
Friendship
Not even the
Illuminating scent
Of our past
Could be unsunk
Whatever moon was meant
Whatever time was spent
Whatever sun descends
On the horizon
Of what we once possessed
We will no longer commend
For what we cannot apprehend
To close the door on one love
Is to open up the heart
To another one

© GÄ

From Doom

It’s how the story goes
The most beautiful self
You cannot share the rose
Too beautiful for the world
When your flower arises’
Hands take lead to heed
And in stolen demise
Tear away at the stem
Your vibrant arms
Your flower of life
They hoard for themselves
Your beautiful light
Those fiery petals
Rising up towards the sky
Are twisted off and pocketed
In a burglars surprise
Reach out to protect you
I will arouse what you gift
To require your safekeeping
Before the bandits of life
Twist off the remaining love
Snap off your precious sight
Come round ringing
The kissing bells
Circular fire blooms up
Stepping over the devil
As you light up the room
Impeccable love to stand guard of
From doom the flaming wings
Of the angel uncovered
Exposed you are to me

© GÄ

For Light

Words on a mountain
Chest to chest
Bone to bone
Insurmountably inside
A quiet terror to surmise
When the point of exit
Is impossible to find
Somewhat lost at sea
Energetically reprieved
By the traffic that surrounds
Every tire that forebodes
An accident of circuitry
A heart attack no one can grieve
Carefully reintroducing
Drops of love like alchemy
One drip at a time
Streamed into the vein mainline
Running fast beyond the sordid
Greed of unjust wars
On shame and lust
Swole up into a canyon of trust
Here comes the sun
Say hello to the light
Say goodbye to the dark
Let the fangs of the perfidious
Past slither away in the grass
Of history gone by
No matter how many decades
Former fate
Previous destiny
New bridge
One broken window
Is another opening
For light

© GÄ

A Good Man

I just wanted to be
A good man
Hard working
To have someone
Love me like that
Look upon me fondly
Lean into me
So that others could
See that love
Our love
But she wanted to
Compete
With everything
Is there also even
A competitor title
To be loved
To be the better lover
Without being there
To love you at all
I just wanted to be
A good man
And to be loved
But she couldn’t
Love me
She was too busy
Being the loudest one
In the room
The brightest star
Now I know
She wasn’t capable
At all

© GÄ