Dial Tone

People that form bonds
And then keep them going
Over time with strength and love
Don’t do it over the course of
A three times a year meetup
To compare us to that
Kind of a connection
Leaves me embittered
And hopeless for a true
Lifeline in the friendship
I thought we were promised
I thought we were agreed
I thought we were aligned with
You can tell me that indeed you
Desire to be as close as you want to
Even the Gods cannot force you
To be close to
Someone that you don’t
Show up for in your actions
Over weeks and months on end
Someone that you reach out to
Only when it’s relevant for you
I reckon that’s a fair weather friend
You’re not a bad person
For being incapable or to pretend
I’m only disappointed in myself
For believing that you could
Show up for me in ways
That you promised not to test
However titling our friendship
With a moniker of best
But the clock ran out
Your calendar got full
Your life is chock full
Of everything that you need
No more hours to give
To others when you have
So much life to live

© GÄ

Chèvres

None of it is even
Never quite equal
The only equilibrium
Is internally yours
Someone is always
At a disadvantage
Desegregated
To anything
Stuff is just stuff
Human is human
You can have it all
As many goats
As you want
The same page
Comes around
When you fall off of it
Once it gets turned
No one is on it again

© GÄ

Binoculars

I want to add you to my grocery list
My favorite thing to bring home
The universe takes a hand in
Directing the traffic of our lives
Driving in multiple lanes
Past, Present and Future
Something beyond what people find
I’m in love with my past self
And all the memories that define
My present self
Currently swarming with
Destiny on fire
Every hindered sentiment
Aching to create new feelings
To coexist and relate to new beings
Oh but to predict connection
Shakespeare in future conflict
Awakened by conception
The best is yet to come
While the theater of my life is
Playing out in a charade
Of kaleidoscopic colors
Rejected blips and blunders
Fall away in neon spells
The city roads behind me
The canyon fortune tells
I am someone’s forgotten
And someone else’s found
I am the past in someone’s eyes
As the future comes around

© GÄ

Darling

Take out the garbage
Stand up on your own
Wash the dishes
Confess your absent actions
Better off alone
It’s easy for someone
To forget how much he wishes
Another person doesn’t have it
When you have it all
Riding shotgun in a bubble
Is it troubling to know that
I miss you on the inside
But I feel better on the outside
Now that you’re not here
To witness the heart collapsing
My darling dear
Is like artificial intelligence
Taking chances
At guessing what I’ll text next
If English was my second language
Love would always be my first
Si l’anglais était ma deuxième langue
L’amour a toujours été ma première

© GÄ

Undefined

Delicious delivery
From mortifications
Otherwise displayed as
Exceptionally fun times
No longer cluttered and shrouded
I don’t watch murder shows
Because I don’t feel like dying
Word’s crisscrossed in my mind
When I’m dead these letters
Will carry more meaning
A heart held up to the sky
The sun is like silk fabric
On my face in where to find a
Beautiful delicious delivery
Of sweet light with my
Head resting in a bed
Of Queen Anne’s lace
Undefined by the apparent
Life in a gorgeous mystery

© GÄ

Félicitations

If what seems obvious to me 
Is still questioning for you
Then it’s transparent to me
We will never find the truth
Two ions charged in the same way
Repelling one another
I can’t break through with you
Or complete the missing parts
Collecting dust
Because you’re already full
Mechanically the gears are
Clunking and grinding
What is clear in our stance
Is all the clarity we needed
All the focus that we’ve had
In our long elated past 
Is clouded by a privilege 
Exultantly
Unfortunately for me 
A privilege I don’t have
To wake you up
Stretch out to see what 
You are missing from me
Opening your eyes to the 
Reality of an invisible pain
From my perspective
You are blinded by your gains
You are surrounded by your 
Everything you ever wanted
Playing out the way you planned
And for you I am pleased
How delectable

© GÄ

Plume

Eating me up inside
Devouring me whole
Not a single crumb
Is left over for the crows
Strap me cross the butcher block
What’s next? Tequila
Turning heads of the pained ones
Call out to the tamed ones
Since the wild have already come
Beats in the back of my head
Drums that could wake the dead
A feast for famished babes
A trough for thirsty souls enslaved
By our own desires
Do the math ring the alarms
What’s the total number to disarm
Sugar sweating from your lips
My forehead on the ground
Hips up in the air
Slight breeze running down my back
Feels good not to care
Light as a feather

© GÄ

Drip

Throw your melancholy
Water on my fire
Drown my breath with your
Saddest hooks to pull me
Down the tunnel of my throat
Lifelessly out into
An intoxicating abandoned
Pool of emotionlessly wet
Slowly vacuumed sea
Dripping with nothing left
I can suspend myself still
In the well of your nothingness
Finding comfort in the
Hearth of my heart
Tending to the soil of my skin
Your water is like gasoline
All you can do is ignite me
I am stronger in the absence of
Your hysteria and elevated
By the wind of my pulse
Beating stronger
Shaking harder
Vibrating in showers
Of intrinsically radiant light

© GÄ

Tumbled

Tossed around
Side to side we are
Backwards and forwards
Counting down
Living up to
What the night sun
Has to offer
One bird is in the distance
Echo of my voice
Ears ringing the memory
To be held up
In some esteem
Worth holding
Cradled in my mind
By the ether

© GÄ

Deeper Love

People can be predictable
Unexpectedly so
Abandoning you for partners
Don’t say you’re sorry now
I already said it for you
Connections dwindle
Or maybe no one is at home
Always asleep when I call
Anytime of day
It doesn’t really matter
What makes it count afterwards
Fostering long term relationships
Short term friendships are
What folks seem to be
Most up to keeping safe
I am a creature of habit
I dreamt of making
Lifelong friendships
Indelible memories
Creatively measuring
My worth in the mirth of
A genuine reflection
Touching hearts one by one
Even yours from the start
Holding on making efforts
In the overall spectrum
Of architectureal hearts
I did the work the work is done
I came here for love
Not only for one but for some
Deeper love for all
Each of my friendships
No sex at all somehow
Deeper than sex can go
I came here for love you know…

© GÄ