What’s the difference between
Dark green and light green
Why does every moment
Feel like we’re running out of time?
The sense of urgency is reeling
I lost the hold I didn’t know I had
Would someone eviscerate me
Please let’s be compendious
About the order of things
A long drawn out conversation
Arriving at the conclusion
Of a lot of things I never said
And that you never knew
That the decisions I made
We’re influenced by her
How uncouth
They were mine to make after all
But I never thought it would be
Rather, I would be, left with neither
One of you although you did it
Before wayfaring
This time I played along
Got caught in the game
Trying to save myself
And lost again
Too many dynamics
Too much sexual confusion
An ego intrusion
Maybe I should be proud
But it still takes awhile
To move on and move out
From years of being in
A friendship turned
Relationship turned
Nothingship
I feel like I was tricked
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Poétique 