If You Ever

If you ever think something is off with us
Know that I love you

If you ever think I’m upset with you
I love you

If you ever wonder if I’m okay
I love you

If my smile seems to drag a bit
I love you

If you ever wonder if we’re still friends
I love you

You are a light in my life
One that I will never take for granted
Something to always treasure

I love you forever

© GÄ

Will You

Will you be my love?

We only have one life
With these eyes to see

What we want to see
What do you want to see?

Will you share my heart?

Love what we want to love
Live how we want to live
Be what we want to be


Prospect of a blue sky
Plunging towards love

No greater downfall hath love
Than to have no love at all

With you

© GÄ

You Left

You left your glow on me
Now every time I see
Myself in the mirror
I turnaround to you
All over me

You left your smile on me
I can’t seem to get away
From this impression
On my face
It’s just your magic touch
I guess

You left your love with me
Because I feel two
Heartbeats beating
In my chest
Somehow you
Did this
To me

You left your warm embrace
Weighing on my shoulders
On my back
In every single particle
I feel you
Holding me
Even though you’re
Not here

You left your spell on me
And I am conjuring
The moment we can
Do it all again
Because it’s clear to me
It’s entirely your fault
I feel so good

You left me this way

© GÄ


Why does it make me sad to think
You cannot like me in that way
What am I hoping for
What am I wishing for
If it’s not for us to say

When you look at me
You must think that I’m a fool
To even entertain the thought
That we could have more
Than we do

I have to ask myself again
How it would actually be
If you could give me
What I’m wanting you to give
To think about you taking me


Maybe it’s all fantasy
Something worked up in my mind
Sensations wanting
To mean more to you
More than you could ever find
It in yourself to be with me
Physically inside
Calling to your ocean
Captivated by your tide
For this
Or even just one kiss

What is it that you look for
If you search for anything
What catches your eye
Who’s in your line of sight
What does this person even
Look like?

Do you know?

Do you care if they like music
Do you care if they can dance
Does it matter how they salivate
Do you leave it all to chance?

Is it a boy
Is it a girl
That makes your whole world
Turn around
Is it the scent
Is it the smile
That runs
Imagination wild

Would you say yes to either way
Is there anything that I could say
Is there a word perhaps a look
What’s on the pages in your book?
How do I get into a chapter
How do I get onto your route
Is their a right or left direction
That could make you turn me out?

To tell the truth I think I see my love
That no it is not me
It’s just a wish
It’s just a hope
So then this is a fantasy
I should let go of
Just a day dream
Just insatiable desire
Pour some water on this moment
Douse this delusional spitfire

But still I know a part of  you
I feel passion
Not just in sexuality
And not just anyone
Has this effect on me

There’s more to know about you

All your feelings
Some of your past
But your history means less
Than the future we could have

I’ll settle for a spring romance

I watch you laugh
I see you tease
Observe your lips
With all of these
I think about what we could be
I think for you this is not what
You’re looking for
I think for you there is no deeper
Thought for more

With me

Of course I’ll always wonder if
You could want me in that way
I’m happy this if not a kiss
Is friendship too
Even if there’s still a part of me
That’s left with craving


© GÄ



I guess I’m in love
With you
Even though you
Can’t love me
You love me

To be close to you
To touch you
To dream about
What it looks like

So free
When you walk in
The room you
Light it up
You light
Me up

Tomorrow doesn’t matter
Yesterday is gone
Every moment of
Today is like
When will you
Call next

You remember the last thing

Your voice
Deep and low
My feelings
Anything will do
Starving a bit
So that’s not on you
That’s on me

But you…

I will never
Forget about

© GÄ


Blinding light
Inside me
Can’t resist
Climbing up and out
Through my chest
Beating out
Craves the sun
Like seeks like

The cloak that
Drives reality
Into the dark
The spark
Of the divine
With robes like wings
The breath of death
Beholds the light
Swings black
Stars out
Across the night
Into tiny diamonds

Reflective sheer
Transparent cries
My eyes reflect the mirror
To the soul that
Resides and
Climbs with
Blinding light
Outside of me
Into you

© GÄ