The Chance

Moved by you in ways
I can’t explain
I let my tears
Make purpose rain

I wish I would have had
The honor of knowing you
Your presence astounds
Even the acceptance of itself

Thank you, for what you
Have given me
Is more than anyone
Could have known to give

In sadness I struggle
Because your beauty is so striking
I wish only that everyone
Could witness just how
Incredible you are

Somehow overlooked
I know that no one
Could have ever
Loved you in the way
That you deserved
Because I never had
The chance

© GÄ

Peril

I came here to retrieve you
To break the chains
That bind you
To free you from your prison

The guard at the gate
Let me in
Take my hand
I’ll show you the way

« It’s not the way I know.
Die with me. » She said.
For she could barely lift her head
And when she did
She saw her curtains
Take their bow

Hurry! We must leave
If you stay here any longer
Your will cannot believe
That there is any breath
Left in you to be stronger

I grabbed her hand
And tightly so
It’s measure was so small
So feeble and so pale
It slipped like death through all
My ready fingers

I knelt down
To pick her up
My arms beneath her arms
I lifted us
Her shoulders shifted
And with her palms raised
To the sky
She folded out from me
Spilling like a cup
Completely empty

« You see, you cannot take me. »
She sank to the floor in desperation
But that’s absurd, you —
« You see, you cannot make me. »
She crawled back to the wall

« I have to see it your way,
And all I see is mine. »

I said —
Open your eyes, there’s so much more!
« I’m grateful that you came,
And I love you so insanely
I have built this prison
To remind me of my pain. »

I said —
But now we can go!
You’re free to leave
« Only I can say it’s so
And what is there for me
On the outside? »

« I’ve nothing left to live for
I’d rather bathe my agony
Befriend my lonely sore. »

I pleaded with all my might
Her eyes refused my sight
Pushing me away
As limp-like as she was

I turned in slowing steps
Hoping she would change
Her mind would rearrange
Before I touched the gate

As I passed the guard I sighed
He looked at me with eyes
Of knowing and reprise

I failed to bring her back, she was
Much too far behind, and so
I left her there to find
Whatever she believed
Her sentence would

In time

© GÄ

Love Terrors

Sovereign love
Why did you make
My heavens delighted to touch you
Why is my earth quaking with your
Terrific power and wide smile
Nothing is too difficult for you
Will I dream about it for a long time?
Will I linger in your nonexistent arms?
Will I find you under the bed
Hide to jump and scare me if you dare
Do I wish for you to sneak behind a wall?
Grab hold of me and shake me
With your love terrors
Wrap me in your playful charms
Pull me around like the stars
If I wake up and find you laughing
In the drum of my ear
I would only be dreaming
For I will never find you here
A game of waiting
But I can play pretend
Until someone like you
Does exactly this
My friend

© GÄ

Fountain

Not a spoon
Please not a crumb
Every pebble sacred
To the materialistic possession
Nothing without those things
Amounting to nothing without objects

I fear my stomach turned upside down
At the sight of your anger
At the shriek of your hate

Maybe some things will come up missing

From anger and bitter eyes
Beady looks
Evil grins

What is the terror
I am witnessed to?

Don’t give up
Every morsel has a place
In the spectrum of the shards
The broken glass
Of the hearts you’ve walked upon

Turn around and look
Into the eyes of the future
Staring back at you with immense
Curiosity and deep adoration
So proud now
So gorgeous

As the strands of life
Sweep across your face like
Every strand of hair from your head
Has a purpose to be there
So do you

Your lips
Your eyes
Your words are the sprayed cascade
The presence of your everything
Resting on the breast of tomorrow
Yesterday’s milk is down stream
Fill your cup with a fresh
Pour of love

And from the fountain
Comes flowing through the spout
A mountain of inspiration
Don’t give up

© GÄ

Seer

Blisters on my heart
Cool me and soothe the
Painful insights
That arrive unannounced
From underneath the
City lights
As thoughts
Confide in me from where
I know not but receive

The sidewalk path
Made up of concrete
Feels of solid mass
But breathe dreams
Once dreamt
Of those
Who passed upon and on
This ground beneath

An allowance
For the virtues of
Communications needs
Requests permissions
To grasp the souls
Whose dreams
Have never been retrieved

With hesitance
A gentle yes
Answers before
Time takes to think
As their beliefs
Cloud and fill my mind
They become their memories
And then transform again
Accepting what has entered me
Is like a thread
It moves so swiftly
As is with life
No warning sign

Questions flow in
And then beyond
The needles eye
Disguised again
In visual imagery
Revealed its entry
Unfamiliar sources still
Pushing through the soles
Of both my feet
In every wave
A different life
Coursing with heat
Upwardly into my
Mental faculties
Projecting pictures
Of each face
That enters
Onto a movie screen
My mind displays to see
Another face not me
I’ve never seen before

Softly I do not coincide
Just to define the substance
Dream reality
Or to discover that the only
Answer found provides
Uncertain destiny
An opportunity
Or way in which to slide
Outside the arms
Responsible for guiding
What we see

© GÄ

Internal Asunder

I want to establish
The amount of pleasure
I feel aside from
Experiencing its actual presence
My volatile nature
Only reacts substantially
There is no reasoning
To my reaction
I cannot justify the action
Before it exists

Why not discuss the lust
Investigate our trust
In one another

Free from fear
Our relationship here
Bearing the fruit
Of our labor to speak
And to dare to conceive
A legitimate distraction
To explain my reaction
Built so intricately
Without even trying

I’m dying to know you
And I already do
Without knowing
What you mean to say
When you sound off a clue

With the light in your eye
That assures what I find
When I’m with you

© GÄ

Swampy

If your land rests in my water
Even as a silhouette
A black shape deep like
A current in the emotional waves
A pooled grave for love making
On a bed of lilies

Rest In Peace
In ecstasy with me

Can we then be careless
With our sounds
The birds are evident shadows
Cagelessly flight bound
Cooing sounds
Creatures of the night
You and I
Nature resounds
All around us

Will the swamp leave us
In a state of terror
Without one another
Dense as the forest can be
Quiet as the chairs
Rock back and forth on a nearby
Wrap around porch
Like your legs wrap themselves
About me
As lights blink on and off silently
Twinkling in the periphery

Our heat strikes down like lightening
As moss hangs and sways
From tree to tree
Back and forth
In the breeze
You and me
You and me

You and me

© GÄ

Do

I don’t want to forget
What reminds me
Of hopeless endings
There would be no
Reason to want something more
Something worth defending

I’ll never give up on
The hope that it could be
But I can’t stop
Searching out every possibility
To convince me
Of our truth
You need faith
And in time
I believe it would prove
What it’s looking to see

I must be willing
To risk the chance of losing you
In order to feel
The hope that I could love you
I would love you
And the fact that I could
Is more powerful
Than actually proving that I would

If you only knew
What I wish I could do

© GÄ

Play Me

I have a little secret
I’ve kept deep inside

If I tell you there are words
To teach your mouth how to feel
But only if it opens

If you swing your heart
And follow the truth
If you

I imagined you taller
But your smile was the same

I want more than you are
Ready to give

I could feel you burning across the room
My eyes devoured you in it
With flaming grass
Even the sun is not as hot

Tambourine symbols drum tambourine
In the middle of an orchestra string

Why did you take me?
Am I just your imagination
A photo torn from the wall
A stain of bitter past

You don’t want me to do it
Or don’t you?

I know I can find you
If I take the furthest shore

© GÄ

Wake Up

You affect the essential cord in me
That is afraid to vibrate
Where did you get
Your guest pass
Who let you in?
It doesn’t matter now
It’s already been done

And here you are
Need I ask where am I?

Barely awake
Sitting up sleeping
No reply
No anticipating
Just an absolute waiting
For you to wake up

© GÄ