Crushing

When you look to smile
And you want different things
You want a kiss
To be close
But they are reminded of
Something special about this
Nothing romantic
But the smiles meet each other
Perfectly in the same way
For different reasons
No one is shy
Because both are
Smiling sincerely
For their own reasons
But also for different ones
Or not thinking of embracing
The other at all though
A feeling of warmth is mutual
The intentions are unclear
But the love is similarly
Evident even if for different
Circumstances puzzling
Reasons golden retriever vibes
But no clear explanation
If the other is feeling the same way
Or smiling for the same reason
But they are both sweetly coherent
Of the other

What kind of love is this?

© GÄ

Shy

Doesn’t matter if you follow
Every step everything correct
There is no perfect yes
One plus one does not
Always equal two in life
A sure fire guarantee is that
We can depend on inconsistency
The coruscating path is
Checkered with light up
Disco tiles no one can resist
Mother Nature has a way
Chaotic tendencies persist
Sometimes you need a nothing day
A do whatever day
A pick tomatoes day
A harvest your thoughts day
Looking into your eyes
From behind the counter
Your smile took my breath away
Only a few minutes longer
And I lose my mind
From overthinking
What I could have said
I’m bad at this
Maybe next time

© GÄ

When?

Only you can achieve
Self-worth for yourself
Said the little silver hen
I can’t tell you how many
Fantasies this is fulfilling
For me at the moment
Being close to people is difficult
Anywho time marches on
I think therefore I am not
Only when the mind is silent I am
What does it mean to call
Someone a friend?
A philosopher once said
You own the power
How many books have I read?
Are they all inside my head?
Still seeking the ripe one
Many concepts
Beguiled left to untangle and
Your smile is the last one I had

© GÄ

Sunflowers

All the girls turned out pretty
What happened to us?
Impart upon me your grace
Your beautiful face
Your smile that can
Take up fields for miles
Like endless sunflowers
As far as the eye can see
You radiate me and the
Earth trembles at your feet
Laughing for hours
Convinced to walk on
Glass and all the while
Still in contempt of what
The heart wants
Still in contempt
Of you

© GÄ

Back At Me

You read me
Like an open book he said
I just threw my head around
In every which way
I wanted him to like me
But then what would I do
If he actually did
Maybe grow my hair out
Or paint my bedroom walls blue
There was that one color
I really liked
Similarly to his eyes
I wonder if I could hide my
True feelings if he asked
When he came over
If he came over
About the blue walls
I painted them blue
Because of you
You are so beautiful
Nah, probably just lie
And say I wanted to remember
That time I was with my favorite
Childhood best friend
Who was also a dog
A beautiful dog
More beautiful than any human
I’ve ever encountered
Except for you I could say
Really it’s just a dream
Unless he actually came to
Sit with me on my bed
Looking up at the ceiling
I count all the spots I can see
In hapless wonder
I think what a joy it would be
To have him smile
Back at me

© GÄ

Yet Begins

Subtle smile
Beauty astral
A single forever
Situated in an
Everlasting bouquet
Hanging upside down
By the sliding glass door

Remember my soul
Eager to love
At no time violent
Complimenting antidotes
For heaven like sheets
Wrapped about our
Legs and arms and things

We have a fascinating
History yet to be told
Remember this when
We are old
Recall it all before we have
What we have yet begun to hold

A night song exhaled
In streams of red
Love red words unsaid
Remember what we
Have yet to begin
After our limbs are draped
About the bed
White noise from the fan
Drifting calmly
Against your hand
Waking up
My finger drawn
Across your lips

The glowing labours
Of our love
Swollen in the walls
I remember the color
A little less brighter
The night before

Cease the northern lights
If our disheveled passion
Ends on distant winds
Before the shaking
Of our pleasure
Yet begins

© GÄ

Hold That Smile

Like you mean it
Don’t let it slide
Make it wide
Last awhile
So brilliant

Don’t second guess
If the other person
Really means it
Keep the edges up
Curved full of love

Beamingly pleased
Smile like you mean it
Watch your eyes sparkle back
Through the window
That reflects in the
Eyes of the soul

We don’t have to
Fake it till we make it
This is your moment
So hold on to it tight

Make it bright
Until you drive away
Until you turn the corner
Until they walk away

Hold that smile

© GÄ