In the conduit of a journey
Exhausted rebirth in between
Redirecting over and over
From instinctual survival
We see the world as it is
Internalized by a
Singular perception
With a tendency to inflate
Bring back a humbled gait
One has much more to learn
Than simply rely on fate
An anthropological
Apollo brought this star upon me
But the hand that betrayed me is my own
How very old and human
A pause taken for overwhelming
Experiences of abandonment
Patterns of adaptation
Perhaps in
Avoidance to forget
Being forgotten
Even if we suppress or repress
Project distract disassociate
From the act
Any escape from dealing
With real life
Is still remaining detached
In a powerful default
Of energy
Unless we embrace it
How will we face this?
How do you feel inside
Do you feel empty when you are alone?
Are you trying to fulfill
These things on your own
Or in me…
Fear of abandonment
Can push you away
Codependency can
Play with your mind
To be on a diving board of
Disconcertiveness
Rewinding
For another persons belonging
Is alarming
Disproportionate amounts of space
Spring into a relationship haste
That leaves you hanging
Due to the death of a loved one
But
We can be alive together
If not for each other
Fight for the light
For whatever
We could have
Even as allies
The living
Looking forward
To what’s better
Symphonically connected
To the gifts that we discover
In this moment
Be the conductor
© GÄ
Poétique 