I guess I might be a mess
All the baggage of a lifetime
Under my chest
But maybe you could love me anyway
Maybe not tomorrow but today
Maybe I’m exaggerating too
Or maybe I’m just really into you
© GÄ
I guess I might be a mess
All the baggage of a lifetime
Under my chest
But maybe you could love me anyway
Maybe not tomorrow but today
Maybe I’m exaggerating too
Or maybe I’m just really into you
© GÄ
Love is thick
Saturated in
Everything we do
Everything we are
Through the pain
Through the joy
Love rises up
Like a fountain of light
Through the darkness
Through the accordion
Of resilient breath
The beauty of our
Soul desires to connect
Heart to heart
With each other
In intimate ways
This is what forever
Looks like with you
Casual finger strokes
Through your hair
A place to rest
No arms to bare
Tracing the lines inside your hands
Feeling your breath against my skin
My lips against your cheek
Our faces pressed together
Hours seem like minutes
Weightless greatness
You don’t care that I’m too deep
I’m turned on by the way you think
Your speaking voice is
A melody to me
It beckons me
To sink
Down into the ground
Below us
Silver outlining
On clouds of carpet
Rolling around
Arciformed through
Shadows cast by fire
In front of the hearth
The golden secrets
That we discern
Our love is like
A sunrise in Tibet
My favorite memory
With my love
Though I haven’t
Met you yet
© GÄ
It takes all kinds
To balance this space
Love your enemies they say
Those that do not relate to you
Add to the beauty
Of what you manifest
What they mistake
Even feeling excluded
Can bring a better power
To the joy and the love
That we can ultimately
Shower
As we bloom
The rose may feel
Unaccepted and
Rejected
Believe me you
Don’t want that energy
Believe me if you had it
You would wish it
Was a dream
The poison to be loved
The pesticide that kills the dove
More like a nightmare
From the one who is jealous
On the outside of the self
Looking in to understand
It is the ones that do not fit
That lend a hand
Offering a spotlight
To your brilliance
Where you shine
The sun will rise on evil
And the good
The difference in between
Will reveal what others could
Love if they only would
Push aside
The monster
That is
The ego
Unlike any other
In the capability
To love it all
The mentality is not the same
A very different mental frame
On the surface
Though this person
Though this thing
May not love you
May not like you
May not understand you
Will never comprehend you
It will show up as your
Beautiful difference to be
Loved by others
And the insecurities
That smother their misjudgment
Will benefit the gifts you give
Nurturing
The rose that lives
Within
Your heart
© GÄ
A moment of pause inspires a thought
Do you take me seriously
Do you believe
That I mean what I say?
Do you think that
I’m too serious
Do you just not care
Anyway?
My intentions are good
My feelings are strong
Can it be understood
My emotions are a vessel
There is no tragic curse
Is it dangerous to accept
Do you have to be first
Is there an order
In how this plays
Does it mean nothing or
Do you just not care
Anyway?
I am genuine
I am thoughtful
I am sober
I am austere
Would it matter
If I did nothing
Or do you even care?
Serenely composed
Unnecessarily compared
Am I important
Deserving attention
Or do you even care!
An epiphany no matter how absurd
Take note of
My consideration
I always keep my word
I always follow through
You may not take me seriously
Take it to heart
Because I do
I cannot trust you
If you cannot see
The value to come through
In every touch
With every breath
Though perhaps radiant
And silly how ‘bout
A clue
There is intention
And deep thought
In every little thing
I do
Why should I want
To be
Taken seriously
If it’s by someone
Like you
© GÄ
There is a beautiful moon
Above us and we are moonlight
Riding in it
What I feel others do not see
Is my perception of what
They feel for me
This drags me
Down
Down
Down
The problem is created in me
To oversee
What may or may not be
Floating down my red lake of tears
Fears that burden my ability
To view clearly
Blind the
Innocent love that
Surrounds me
No one cares as much as I do
About the things I imagine to be
Inside I care enough for
Everyone of us
About the things
I cannot see
About the things
I cannot read
About the things my intuition
Brings to me
© GÄ
Bullet holes
Casings everywhere
Broken glass
Cold despair
Crawling out
From underneath
Our wreckage
Accepting no defeat
We rise above
Break the heart open
Even further than
We thought it could expand
No longer choking
Double whammy
Strength in numbers
Titles discarded
We spoon the hunger
For a better state of mind
For a more loving
Way to find
One another
Exonerate
Absolve the pain
Liberated
Break the chains
Without the expectation
To commit
To something we
Were never meant to
Find a fit
Heal the puzzle
Locate the stain
A true design
That we can frame
Serving dinner at a table
That was once
Shaken unstable
Now is bountiful
With nourishment to feed
Tear down the walls
Reveal the obvious tragedy
© GÄ
Pursuing what could be
Divulge the grand mirage
Your music box is programmed
With perfect harmony
The mystery
A riddle even Sherlock
Could not solve
Love me
Love me not
I hear the words
Revolve
As the petals
Propel and fall
As the petals
Propel and fall
Untangle the case
Decipher and decode
I dig deep to find the bottom
Of your cryptic oracle
There’s no need to rush a
Favorable circumstance
When you are ready
I’m your anchor
I’m the bloodhound
Song and dance
Detective to your heart
Lover at first glance
Allow me to
Unravel the untold
© GÄ
Is there departure
Into a darkness!
Is there destruction
In paradise!
What is this grave
Called heaven!
Eternal flight
Into the great life after death
A place where time
Has no conscience
A place where fire
Cannot breathe
A space where
You and I break
Forth into
Catastrophic
Melody
The overpowering
Bliss of sex
Allowed to run wild
A simple answer
Rhythmic smiles
The principle of
Sublime centuries
Forms of thought
Have been painted
Over long periods
Of time
By us
Spirit and matter
Cosmic examples evolve in
Abstract tenderness
Idols sculpted in
Our auras
Conjure up a
Mutual light
Beauty does not fade
Tension is released
Evolution of life giving
Courtyards beckoning
To kiss the feet
That we gave up
In crossing over
Two complete
Unopposed spiritual progress
A sword illuminates
Exploring hidden treasures
In a world that we create
Nine energies deployed
Brutality defied
Yin and yang predominately
Becoming unified
What happens after
We turn into
Every unselfish color
Expressed by our
Instinctive desires
To love without hands
The midnight hour
In which we have no view
Our capacity to hear
Needs no ears
Our capacity to see
Needs no eyes
Our capacity to be
Who we truly are
We cannot hide
And will not die
A three pronged spear
Volcano heart
Bodies gripped by our
Depart twisting in
Sexual alchemy
Compliments
Our nonexistent parts
What happens after
Life is over
Do we begin!
Continue on!
You are the afterlife
That flowers
Mountains of stardust around me
Majestically empowers
Every seed
Before my kite song
Can take flight
Export gracefully
Into a renaissance
Of what
We have propagated
Several times
Upon the earth
Formerly
In old days
Afterward
Becoming forth
The great beyond
Where we arrived
Before the astral
Universe
© GÄ
Blinding light
Inside me
Can’t resist
Climbing up and out
Resilience
Through my chest
Beating out
Craves the sun
Like seeks like
The cloak that
Drives reality
Into the dark
Interrupts
The spark
Of the divine
With robes like wings
The breath of death
Beholds the light
Swings black
Stars out
Across the night
Shattered
Into tiny diamonds
Reflective sheer
Transparent cries
My eyes reflect the mirror
To the soul that
Resides and
Climbs with
Blinding light
Outside of me
Into you
© GÄ
I took a lot
I’m not as ready
As I thought
That I would be
Sure and steady
Recall the spot
Where passion’s
Murmur wrestled me
I can’t keep
Waiting
Can’t stay quiet
Is there a way
Anticipation
Could design it
Build a bridge
Architect
Myself an overpass?
Empty my mind
And then come back
When will the engine
Be on track?
This catwalk
Is the happiest
I have been
Sticks and stones
Ringing phones
Materialistic
Buzzing zones
I’m not ready
To let it go
I’m not ready
To return
A viaduct
For compromise
Break ground
Begin
Meet me again
Behind the outskirts
On the tightrope
Past the fence
Of acumen
Meet me again
Where motivation
Makes amends
© GÄ